Monologue 1: Creepy

You know how sometimes you feel this dull ache in your gut and you don't really know why but by God, it's real and it's there... And how sometimes, just sometimes, you feel needy but don't want to be but you know you are, oh of course you are and you want someone to turn to but you don't know who to turn to and you're scared shit that there might be noone to turn to... And at the end of it all you feel so angry at yourself and ashamed about how needy and helpless and insecure you can get sometimes, even if it is just sometimes, cause you know you're strong but you're so fucking tired of being this strong and you just want for one day, one hour, one minute, to be totally mindless about everything and just fuck it. Just fuck it. And in your head there's this voice that is laughing at you and calling you names and telling you how pathetic you are and you face it and stand up to it coz if you don't, you'll go nuts... Sure you will, honey...  You already know you're craaaaa-zeeee... Hahahaha!!!

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[Vincent]

uhm, that's how i feel right now. :P